I haven’t done an update in quiet a while.. I think a part of me was voiding it. Sometimes writing your thoughts into words can be very therapeutic and other times it can be painful.. For a while it seemed painful but now I feel I need to get it out..
We have been through quite a bit in the last couple of months. Travis got his semen analysis back and it proved what I always knew.. He was fine, more than fine actually.. He has a very high count with good motility and morphology. I was so excited to hear this but at the same time it gave a twinge to my heart.. It confirmed what I knew and it was my fault we have not had children yet.. We waited until January and we started infertility injections. Travis injected me each day for 12 days with Menopur and then on the 13th day he injected me with 2 trigger shots of Ovidrel. The side effects were bad but they were manageable. Swollen belly, tiredness, nauseous, and forgetful.. Things I could live with if it meant we could have a child..
The meds did seem to work as far as making me ovulate.. They know for sure that 2 eggs released. I had 4 total follicles on my ovaries. The third one they said probably would release but they did not know for sure and the fourth one was still a little small but was told it could release..
Today is day 23 of my cycle and I am in my 2week wait period and I am going crazy with anxiety.. I just want to know either way so I can break down now and start picking up the pieces and moving on or if I am pregnant rejoice in the life coming.. I don’t have any pregnancy symptoms and right now am on Endometrim.. Which I truly hate..
Here is an update each day we did the injections..
These two weeks are seeming like forever so please say a prayer for me as I work on having patience and a prayer for my husband since he is having to deal with me through all this.. 😜