I just want to take a second and thank God for everything He has done for us and what He is still doing.
The last couple of days have not been the best. I went in for an ultrasound on Monday and got results on Tuesday that I did not ovulate. I had a fatty cyst on my left ovary and it had ruptured. They were hoping I had released an egg but no such luck. I did not ovulate on the Clomid and was told that I would have to make an appointment with the doctor when he got back in the office… The doctors office called me today and we scheduled an appointment to discuss proceeding with injections or to transfer me to Baptist for invitro.. I knew the doctor said that my insurance would not cover these injections and definitely not invitro.. So I called my insurance company to see what they said… They told me they would not pay for procedures but they would pay for the medications up to $5,000.00! The lady that was helping me must have thought I was crazy when she told me that and I started crying..
This is not the answer but as I was sitting in my kitchen sulking today and losing hope this has given me a much needed boost. I was at the end of my rope and something told me to call and see what they offered.. God whispers motivations in our ear when we have no where else to turn. I wrote last week that needed him to take the wheel… I think for so long I was driving around lost and the whole time saying, “God I’ll find the way.” It was not until I stopped the car, let go of the wheel, and let God drive that we finally starting to find our way. I cannot say what comes next but I am so thankful I can leave it with God and wherever He leads is going to be better than I ever imagined.